pulsating and moving

it brings me pain

i’d rather not move,

and bring temporary bliss

in my temporary phase

all of these growing pains.

everything and nothing

i’m not who you thnk

from long ago and yet to come

not right nor wrong

so you be the judge

never around but always here

always indefinite and never clear

   just a while more

i will be over the flame

     and into water

a midnight poem

about feelings and stuff

this is a haiku

block me out

lock me out

if that’s what you’re gonna be all about.

then let me say

that from this day

we’re going to go our separate ways.

what i gave to you

what you didn’t do

you didn’t see me in my pain.

so be gone with you

but i’d be lying when i say

that i never want to see you again.

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As I look up at the moon

you’re going about your day under the warmth of the sun

the lonely crescent hanging still in the night heavens

As I look up at the moon

reflecting upon the light of the sun

but seperated by the distance of the world

like me to you.

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i want to conspire

i want to inspire

i want to find my joy in which i wont tire

my book is still being written and i’m almost finished with this chapter

i’ve written about clouds and a dreamers dream

but a thunderstorm got caught in between

for the new chapter i’ll to write about what i’m after

bright days, clear clouds, and love, and laughter

a few more pages till i can turn the last page away

on my previous chapter of my dark and lonely days

so until then i’ll keep writing and turning pages

and one day i’ll appreciate my own work after the writer and reader ages

you pushed me away

you pushed me too far

you’ve pushed me beyond return

and this is where i’ll stay

no longer looking

don’t want to find

it’s better off to keep you out of my mind

i’ll look for myself and myself only

cause my search had stripped me of my identity

so i’ll worry about finding myself and

and maybe someone will fine me too

reality is a lovely place, but I wouldn’t want to live there.

my personality varies from unbearably clingy to disturbingly distant and there is no inbetween

(Source: macarena-of-time)

perlweiss:

• A compliment
• A story
• Why you follow me
• If you met me what would you do
• A cute message
• One thing you want to tell me
• One thing you want to know about me

I’ll turn anonymous on! (:

(Source: askboxmemes)

you are the moon

and I a lone wolf.

I spend my days in search of you

and my nights gazing upon with howls.

Some nights you wax; some nights you wane

but never do you stay the same place

and once in a while you reveal your true face

but you hang in the night heavens; too far away.

For a wolf knows not how he can get closer to the moon,

he only knows that you come close then fade away. Too soon, too soon.

You leave before I’d fully admired your brilliance.

You leave and once more I’m alone, but I remain resilient.

You leave and there’s nothing I can do to stop it.

Oh! how I wish to be a wolf on a rocket.